Stop trying too hard.

I mean, me. Me, stop trying too hard. I don't know, maybe other people need to try harder, so their advice to themselves might be, "Try harder." I really don't know. Or maybe even some people are out there not even worrying whether they are trying too hard, or not trying hard enough, they are just (image of cow grazing in a field contentedly. (I'm not an artist. You know that by now. (Maybe I need to try harder at art, too.))). But I am definitely a "Trier too hard" type. I don't know why, except I was born that way, and have been practicing it for 41 years which makes me kind of an expert at it.

Okay, right now I just want to delete this whole post, it is boring me to tears. Yuck.

Yesterday my blogger brain was engaged. I was exploding with ideas. My threshold for thought and cleverness and irony was on overdrive. Everything in my head sounded funny to me. It was awesome. I came up with every post title for the A-Z blogger challenge in my head in a matter of seconds, all the while thinking to myself, "Oh, I am going to be so good at this." Plus I was even inspired to enter the A-Z video challenge and I thought up the ultimate winning video in which I would star, while recruiting complete strangers off the streets to collaborate, eventually achieving some kind of global social awareness and united cause. I was ready to take on the world and invite the world to join me and take on itself and we would all live in this higher level of awareness and compassion and tolerance and acceptance of others. Oh well.

To delete, or not to delete.................

Of course I'm gonna post it.